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So I feel like writing a journal.
I know I should be doing my homework,
but whatever
my only homework is just writing poems.
So I'm getting straight A's in school.
that's good?
I'm really bored right now
just thinking about life,
yet again.
I know I should be out somewhere, living it
but I have so many things holding me back.
I haven't even been out of North America yet!
well, at least not since I was born.
I really wanna go explore
Europe, or Autralia
somewhere
beautiful and awesome.
you know something that absolutely sucks?
that 50% of I think American homes split up.
and only 50% stay together
the percentage is probably the same for Canada.
but it sucks
broken homes?
I'm part of one.
and it hurts sometimes.
I know a lot of you guys know how I feel.
but my parents,
and some parents in general
really think that staying together for the kids is better
is it really?
my parents stuck it out for 14 years I think
and well,
fourteen years later,
here I am.
screwed up, because of everything that has happened.
I'm not complaining
I just-
I need an outlet
somewhere to say how I feel
and I guess a journal would best fit it.
I don't know how to feel.
but sometimes I think that I'm wasting my time
with this whole school thing.
even though I may be "sailing through" all of it
it's such a waste of time!
I could be out there
doing amazing things!
saving lives?!
ugh
it's so annoying
I just want to be free!
do what I want!

anyways
I'm gonna go do homework
while eating cookies
and watching the muchmusic countdown.
later.
-Rizza.

Posted on 03/04/2007 10:27 PM Visits: 7
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