who will cut our hair when we're gone ?

finally sixteen ♥

one of the loneliest birthdays I've ever had.

 

+ it's also pete wentz's bday, nasty!!

it's my birthday today,
yay !!!
:D

♥

I've lost interest in buzz,
I've had this account for like, two years.
I really have no interest in keeping this account anymore.
I have a nexopia that I go on daily,
and a facebook,
and a devaintart,
and a myspace that I check occasionally.
the only reason I'd keep this account is because of the wtmol forum,
idk guys.
:/

rugby practice sucked today :(
hopefully we get a game soon.
I think that you should all come visit me right now,
I'm feeling rather lonely.



"There's a hole in the ladder, a fence we can climb.
You're mad as a hatter, thin as a dime,
Go out to the meadow, the hills are a-green.
Sing me a rainbow, steal me a dream."

Kay, Dayne.
we've known each other for too long,
we're like, mentally unstable now.
bahahhaha.
we even talk like each other
and finish each other's sentences,
so,
like,
that's weird.
O_o
we can't be best friends, can we?
-.-

Member Since: 07/07/2006

damn fucking straight,
It's been more than a year since I joined & yknow what?
Buzzie is really gay now,
the WTMOL forum is falling apart-
one of the main reasons why I stayed on Buzznet was 'cause of them.
</3
I miss the good ol' days,
when my comment box was still working..
the WTMOL gang was tizzight..
dayum.

To me, there are too many people on my friends list.
Therefore, I'm killing off all of you.

Carizza'sthename<3 - " Dayne is my sexy manwhore. " says:
I just noticed
Carizza'sthename<3 - " Dayne is my sexy manwhore. " says:
-->
Carizza'sthename<3 - " Dayne is my sexy manwhore. " says:
you two look like twisted Barbie & Ken
-Danger Dayne- " Carizza’s THE SEX. That’s why I love her " says:
BAHAHAHAHAHAH
-Danger Dayne- " Carizza’s THE SEX. That’s why I love her " says:
Except I'm way sexier
Carizza'sthename<3 - " Dayne is my sexy manwhore. " says:
...
Carizza'sthename<3 - " Dayne is my sexy manwhore. " says:
=D
-Danger Dayne- " Carizza’s THE SEX. That’s why I love her " says:
and I HAVE A WANG
Carizza'sthename<3 - " Dayne is my sexy manwhore. " says:
OHGAWDDAYNEDONTEVENSTART




HE'S MAH BITCHH ;D

Ever since kingdayne has been flooding my drop box,
my profile thingy has been telling me that I've been getting like
8 new notes.
& then I look
& there's no new notes there!!!!!!
WTF?
Well apparently other people's drop boxes aren't working..

So I think that you should leave me a note.
because Mr. KingDayne over here is flooding my dropbox.
SO GET TO COMMENTING.
I DON'T WANT TO GIVE HIM HIS MENTOS.
>=D

Title = nothing to do with journal entry.

anyways,
I feel like I've been posting too many pictures
& no journals.
so here's another journal entry.
=D

So is it just me,
or did Buzzie change their layout?
IT'S CONFUSING MY MIND.
]:

Don't ask where I got these,
I found them all randomly & saved them in my computer somewhere.
Feel free to take any of them.

"baby you got some tape?
because I'm totally ripped"

"boobs are sort of like, Nintendo.
you get bored pretty quick if you own a set,
but it's fun to go over and play with a friend's."

"Yeah they talk about her.
She just smiles like she’s tough.
She says “hey, can you talk a little louder?
I don’t think my heart is broken enough.”"

"There's no such thing as destiny.
There are only different choices. Some choices are easy, some aren't.
Those are the really important ones, the ones that define us as people."

"I CAN SHOOT A LASER OUT OF MY COCK"

"You tie the rope - I'll kick the fucking chair"

"close the door.
lock it tight.
let them know you're safe tonight.
turn on the song that means the most.
believe i'm there and hold me close."

"Say no to pants.
Pants give you cancer."

"life is too short for complications, so try to keep it simple."

"FRIENDS ARE LIKE BUTTCHEEKS
SHIT MAY SEPARATE THEM
BUT THEY ALWAYS COME BACK TOGETHER"

"I can't promise that I'll solve all your problems,
but I will promise you won't have to go through them alone"

"you're screaming at the air
' i don't even care! '
and all the air is whispering
' who do you think you're fooling? '"

"You dont have to fight back
heres a pillow, so bitch,
bite that."

"She never was the best
Not following the trends
Life is just a test
Live with no regrets"

"With a face like yours, who needs a heart"

"before you judge me, take a good look at you.
fuck, don`t you have anything else to do?
seems to me your a little slow to understand
ingnorance and jealousy go hand in hand."

"you dont like me?
there`s really nothing i can do
news flash bitch.
I dont live to please you."

"sweetheart; lets not c o n f u s e
hate with jealousy."

"This place is like Hollywood,
Everyone knows who you are,
Who you're with and What your doing.
And if they don't, They make it up."

"From Crushed To Crushing With Excessive Blushing."

"Without the mask;
Where will you hide?
You cant find yourself;
Lost in your lies."

"I feel so violated... do it again.."

"Just when I finally got the courage
to close the door,
I find out you've crawled in
through an open window.
and it's my own fault cause i left it open"

"baby dont be gentle
i can handle anything"

"we'll just put a brown paper bag over your face"

"make love, not war.      condoms are cheaper than guns."

"test your trigger;test our gun; hand in hand we run;"

"Get ready to write this down, Im about to speak."

"IF I WERE A BOOB, I'D SQUEEZE MYSELF..."

"don't tell me that the sky's the limit when there are footprints on the moon."

"growing old may be mandatory, but growing up is optional, and I simply choose not to."

"i want to be your favorite hello
&& your hardest goodbye "

"the only way i could ever hurt you is by holding your hand too tight"

"A life is like a book. A book is like a box. A box has six sides. Inside and outside, so, how do you get to what's inside? How do you get what's inside, out?"

"life's like phtography, you use the negatives to develop"

"stop the world, I want to get off."

"You'd Be A Murderer
Or Maybe Just A Whore"

"We'll be remembered more for what we destroy,
than what we create. "

"promise me. that's all I want. just a promise that you will never
forget me. tell me i changed you somehow. let me know that I had an
impact on your life. promise me that you will always remember me."

"losing you was hard enough, but i don't want to go on knowing i meant
absolutely nothing to you"

"its not about how long you live, but how well you do"

Why is it that I see so many people from Nexopia on Buzznet nowadays?
It's really weird.
I never thought that people would actually have both accounts...
Buzznet is totally old school to me, though.
I've had this thing for ages & now it's starting to seem like Nex instead of good ol' Buzzie.
anyways, my Nex is xxblackabyssxx
or my new one that I just make -BANGBANGBOOM
anybody from Nexopia, feel free to add me there.
-much love, Rizza♥

I'm thinking about writing a fanfic or story of somekind.
It's summer, I get creative when I'm bored.
Anywho, who should be in it and what kind of fanfic?
Maybe I should do a horror story.
Tell me what you think?
Thanks, -Rizza &hearts;

I found this absolutely disgusting...
ugh.
just read it.


I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulimic
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm a NEWFY so I must be stupid.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a FEMBOY so I MUST NOT have a penis.
I'm "NOT MODEL SIZE" so i MUST be fat.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a loser
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm CHRISTIAN, so i MUST be super religious
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST be "evil" and not have any morals.
I'm an ATHLETIC GIRL so i MUST be a wanna-be man
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST be cocky and good at soccer.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be easy.
I'm a DANCER, So i must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm BRITISH so i MUST always have tea and crumpets
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm BLONDE so I MUST be a stupid ditz....(Natural Hair Color)
I'm TALL, so I MUST play basketball.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm a TEENAGER so i MUST always steal from the 7-11
I'm ITALIAN, so I must like guys with big cocks!
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!!
I GETTING A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.-want 2
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be into all of them
I'm a RUGBY chick so i must be lesbian/huskey.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I have BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I`m PANAMANIAN, so I MUST look better and have ppl who wanna be me.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm TAKEN, so I MUST not hangout with other boys/girls.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm FILIPINO, so I MUST eat rice everyday
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
Im STRAIGHT EDGE, so i must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm BI/OPENMINDED so I MUST think every girl i see is hot.
I'm a ROCKER, so I MUST want sex and drugs 24/7.
I'm ASIAN so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly
I'm ASIAN so i must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so i must be SEXY
I listen to AFI, so I MUST be a scene kid.
I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND so i MUST be Bi or Lesbian
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be covered up at all times.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm GAY so I MUST love PINK

So I feel like writing a journal.
I know I should be doing my homework,
but whatever
my only homework is just writing poems.
So I'm getting straight A's in school.
that's good?
I'm really bored right now
just thinking about life,
yet again.
I know I should be out somewhere, living it
but I have so many things holding me back.
I haven't even been out of North America yet!
well, at least not since I was born.
I really wanna go explore
Europe, or Autralia
somewhere
beautiful and awesome.
you know something that absolutely sucks?
that 50% of I think American homes split up.
and only 50% stay together
the percentage is probably the same for Canada.
but it sucks
broken homes?
I'm part of one.
and it hurts sometimes.
I know a lot of you guys know how I feel.
but my parents,
and some parents in general
really think that staying together for the kids is better
is it really?
my parents stuck it out for 14 years I think
and well,
fourteen years later,
here I am.
screwed up, because of everything that has happened.
I'm not complaining
I just-
I need an outlet
somewhere to say how I feel
and I guess a journal would best fit it.
I don't know how to feel.
but sometimes I think that I'm wasting my time
with this whole school thing.
even though I may be "sailing through" all of it
it's such a waste of time!
I could be out there
doing amazing things!
saving lives?!
ugh
it's so annoying
I just want to be free!
do what I want!

anyways
I'm gonna go do homework
while eating cookies
and watching the muchmusic countdown.
later.
-Rizza.

So, this was posted on their official website by Travis.
It's about Sonny leaving the band, and how they're starting a new record without him...

Monday, February 26, 2007

2007 Year Of Change There are many rumors going around right now about our band, and we have finally ended up in a position to be able to share with you what has happened over the last couple months since the Atreyu Tour fiasco, the cancellation of the Lost Prophets tour, and our backing out of the Give It A Name festival. Sonny Moore has quit the band and is working on a solo career. We (Good, Richter, Bloom and Matt Manning -- now an official member, by the way) were in the studio writing for the new record getting ready to fly to Los Angeles to meet up with Sonny to record the record when we got the news about him leaving. We know that Sonny's departure is going to be a huge deal to a lot of our fans, and we are sorry that these things continue to happen to us (and you). We all tried to make compromises, but sometimes artists just have to do things for themselves. To make matters worse, Capitol Records was on the verge of being bought out by another label and bands were being dropped. Money was put on hold from the label and with FFTL already in debt due to the Atreyu tour and studio costs..... Well, we were pretty much crippled. We had a decision to make that night at the studio that I will never forget... This was the most epic, movie-worthy event of my life. We just said, "Screw this. Let's just do it ourselves. The whole thing -- just us four." The good news is Sonny leaving meant that the band had to make changes, and these changes couldn't have been more positive. And so, that is exactly what we have been doing over the last couple of months -- self-producing the new From First to Last album, without a record label or Sonny. To get the ball rolling, I quickly called my friend Lee Dyess who owns the EarthSound studio in Valdosta, GA where we recorded "dear diary" and "aesthetic" (we also helped him build it), and arranged for the studio time which cost us the rest of our money and favors from Lee. We also teamed up with our close friend Jordan Schur who is not only managing us now, but signed our band to his label Suretone (through Interscope). Matt Good is now fronting the band along with vocals from myself and Manning. We are extremely excited about this record, and we are stoked to be singing again. Thank you everyone so much for all of your support, and to the U.K....we are really sorry you seem to have taken the worst from this, we are gonna make it up this year we promise. Check back for updates and keep your eyes peeled for a complete online over haul for FFTL... - Travis & FFTL

Hey people! For all of you who didn't know, YESTERDAY was Jonathan Walker's 21st b-day! I couldn't get on the computer to post this yesterday, but HAPPY B-DAY JON! XD Yay! Par-tay dude!

So, I left off at seeing someone as we turned the corner.....

So, there me and my friend are, staring at some guy throwing chocolate into the crowd, apparently people like chocolate... So, after that, we got all paranoid everytime the crowd started cheering. Blah, blah then later, around 10 mins before the doors were supposed to open, we hear cheering......

SCROLL DOWN YOU LAZY 'TURDS!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

So.....we run over the rope that keeps the line together, around the corner, and see the guy again. We just go back in line, depressed and tired, when we hear cheering AGAIN! We look and see the guy coming around the freaking corner. We're just like, "Screw it, they're not coming." By now, it's like, 4:40, and may I remind you, it was supposed to start at 4:30. We just sat there for a while when we hear CHEERING AGAIN! We look at the corner and see some guy with a camera filming the crowd. Of course, I waved at it, and I'm pretty sure that I was filmed, because nobody was in front of me...It's around 5 and we're SO TIRED! Then, all of a sudden....

SCROLL DOOOOOWN!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

All of a sudden, the line starts to move. We are SO happy. We move about a meter forward, and every five minutes, we move a meter. So, HMV has big glass windows, instead of walls, so we saw the store being filled with people already, and we're a little bit ahead of the other back half of the line, so we're like "YAY! WE'RE IN THE FIRST HALF OF THE LINE, THEY HAVE TO LET US IN!!!"        FRICKIN' THINK AGAIN. So, it's what,  around 5:30. And we're only at the corner... We're tired, thirsty, dying, and feel hopeless... So, we move a little more, and we're at the second corner, that's right, the SECOND corner, don't worry, there's only two...  So, we're there, and we meet these girls, they seemed really nice, so we started talking to them. After maybe 20 mins of more waiting, we decide, we should seriously just jump through the window, it's glass...! We decide that that's a bad idea. So, we meet these other girls, and we're SO freaking bored, that we decide to sing. Of course, I have a beautiful voice, but they didn't... We started singing "I write sins..." And GUESS WHAT!?!?!

 

SCROLL DOWWWWNNNNNNNNNN!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

We start singing, and people start to get pissed, because we suck, but I was just like "IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT SONG, THEN WHY THE FRICK ARE YOU HERE?!?!" The next thing that happenes is the most frickin' conincidental (sp?) piece of crap that has EVER HAPPENED in my whole entire life. I GOT HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A WATER BOTTLE. (I HAVE GLASSES.) Yeah, I know! But this was in July...so creepy! I was just like "WHAT THE FU-" When, my friend interrupts me and says "Thoses guys threw a bottle at you." I look over at these guys laughing in the corner. I scream "JERKS!" at them, but they don't listen. The weird thing is that I think that one of them was that gay guy who said that he knew Teddy Geiger...So, one of my friends throws it back at them, but it barely hits them, beacuse the guy that it was heading towrds, stood up at the exact same time, so it just rolled down his stomache....! FRICK! I CAN"T BELIVE SHE MISSED, BUT ANYWAYS...BACK TO THE STORY...

So, we finally get to the front and guess WHAT!?!?! The perofrmance was already over. I expected that, when I heard screaming over and over again, but I couldn't hear Panic!...Yeah, sad. Apparently, they cut off the line, right before we got there, so we were just waiting for people to get stuff signed and get out, so we could get in. We watched people go out of the store OVER, and OVER again.... All we heard from those people were "WOW HE WAS SOOO HOT!" or "OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST MET THEM!!!!!" Typically, they all had HUGE smiles on their faces...About 30 mins later, we are at the front of the line, like THE FRONT! I was SO close, that I could touch the door... We were all being pushed SOOOO much, some guy pushed one of my friends into these girls. All of a sudden, the security guard comes out and is like "STOP PUSHING, OR WE WON'T LET ANYONE IN!!!" Everybody gasps, and stops pushing. So, now we're pretty much IN THE STORE, but like, three guards were there, holding people back. I was right beside this lady, who was letting people in, giving her my BIGGEST smile. She was like, "Okay...whose next?!?!?" I look at her, hoping to get in, but with my luck, guess what?!?! She let these other girls beside us... So, I'm at the door, waiting to get in, when this security guard comes up, and is like "you, you, you, you, you, and you." *Points to me, yes, me, ONE of my friends, and four of these girls that I met.* He was just like "Okay, who are you with?" I look at him and say "Those two" *Points to my other two friends.* He's just like "Oh. Sorry, just go with these girls." So, I give them both an "I'M SOOOO SORRY" look, and walk into the store with one of my friends, and four other girls, who I met in line.

TO BE CONTINUED....

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA HATE ME IF YOU LIKE, BUT THE NEXT PART IS SOOOOO FREAKING GOOOOOODDDD!!!!!!!! XD

 

P.S./ I posted pictures of them at HMV, already, so please comment them.

XD Sorry guys, but this part is getting WAAAYYYY too long! :D

-Rizza out.